Journal

Wish You the Best

2007·03·18

Machine-translated from Chinese.  ·  Read original

Finally, another week has passed in the spring… and my div+css website reconstruction has once again been successfully delayed for a week… week after week, time slips away amidst countless small tasks… in a daze…

On Wednesday, I finally managed to find some time to visit the library. I absolutely love such quiet places. Rows and rows of books, rows and rows of knowledge. Randomly picking out a book and browsing through it carelessly is a kind of enjoyment.

Actually, I waste a lot of time on CS every week. Technology is advancing rapidly, but after each intense battle, I always feel a sense of guilt in my heart. I know I’m wasting my precious youth. I need to adjust. Perhaps only the library, only there, can give me a sense of fulfillment after I leave.

My bed is piled high with books, like a small mountain. I always want to find time to finish reading them, but I never have the time. Every time I climb into bed, I’m exhausted, and I fall asleep soon after. The only time I can faintly feel their presence is in my dreams.

There’s always another class to attend, another lesson to plan. After finishing one class, I start calculating the next one. Before I know it, the week is over, and I’m writing a summary of the past week.

Actually, many things are not necessary. The things that are truly important are only clear to myself, but I need to think carefully about them.

Last weekend, I visited my grandmother in the hospital. Her legs are getting weaker, and she easily falls when walking. In the end, she followed my suggestion and stayed in the hospital. Old age is indeed very unfortunate, with a feeling of being unable to cope. I stood by her side, reminiscing about the past. When I was a child, I had a high fever and was in bed, and my grandmother was by my side.

The mundane daily life, or the unchanging life, can really suffocate people. So, I’ve decided to play hooky tomorrow and go with the insect enthusiast association to catch insects in the wild. We might even do some lamp attracting at night. I imagine the dark night, with countless mysterious insects flying from all directions towards the same mysterious location. I’m like a wizard, casting spells on them. Of course, there’s also the spring, with its vibrant spring light, which is the real reason I want to go.

Be the best.

--------------- I just went online and found a very interesting website that tests my composition…

The results are as follows:

  • Type 98 tank: 25.19%
  • Hitler: 19.22%
  • Sex addict: 13.50%
  • Moon: 1.34%
  • Guanyin: 0.49%
  • Dihydrogen monoxide: 0.17%

Haha, is the dihydrogen monoxide a hint at why my online name is Water XXX? Does the Hitler result mean I have a violent tendency? Does the moon result explain why I established a tribe called Moonlight Tribe in the Stone Age? And what about the sex addict result?

If you’re interested, you can also take the test: http://www.3jindt.com/41/namecheck.php

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