Journal

Wish You the Best

2007·03·18

Machine-translated from Chinese.  ·  Read original

Finally, another week has passed in the spring… and finally, my div+css website reconstruction has successfully been delayed for another week… week after week, time slips away unnoticed amidst countless small tasks.

On Wednesday, I finally found some time to visit the library. I absolutely love such quiet places. The shelves are filled with books, and the books are filled with knowledge. Randomly picking one out and browsing through it carelessly is a kind of enjoyment.

Actually, I waste a lot of time on CS every week. Technology is advancing rapidly, but after each intense gaming session, I’m always left with a sense of guilt. I know I’m wasting my precious youth. I need to adjust. Perhaps only the library, and only there, can give me a sense of fulfillment after I leave.

My bed is piled high with books, like a small mountain. I’ve always wanted to find the time to finish reading them all, but I never seem to have the time. Every time I climb into bed, I’m exhausted, and I fall asleep soon after. The only time I can vaguely feel their presence is in my dreams.

There’s always another class to attend, another lesson to prepare for. After finishing one class, I start calculating when the next one is. Before I know it, the week has come to an end, and I’m writing this weekly summary.

Many things are not necessary; only I truly know what’s important. But I need to think carefully about it.

Last weekend, I visited my grandmother in the hospital. Her leg is getting worse, and she easily falls when walking. In the end, she followed my suggestion and was hospitalized. Old age is truly unfortunate, and the feeling of being unable to cope is overwhelming. Standing by her side, I reminisced about my childhood. Back then, I was bedridden with a high fever, and my grandmother was by my side.

The mundane, unchanging daily life can be suffocating. So, I’ve decided to play hooky tomorrow and join the insect enthusiasts’ club on a trip to catch insects in the wild. We might even do some lamp attraction at night. I imagine the dark night, with countless mysterious insects flying in from all directions, drawn to the same mysterious spot. I’m like a wizard, casting a spell on them. Of course, there’s also the spring, with its vibrant energy – that’s the real reason I want to go.

Be the best.

--------------- I just went online and found a pretty interesting website that tests my composition…

The results are as follows:

  • Type 98 main battle tank: 25.19%
  • Hitler: 19.22%
  • Sex addict: 13.50%
  • Moon: 1.34%
  • Guanyin: 0.49%
  • Dihydrogen monoxide: 0.17%

Haha, is the dihydrogen monoxide a hint at why my online name is Water XXX? Does the Hitler result mean I have a violent tendency? Does the moon result explain why I named my tribe in the Stone Age “Moonlight Tribe”? And what about the sex addict…?

If you’re interested, you can take the test too: http://www.3jindt.com/41/namecheck.php

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