Freshman Year (Second Semester)

I’m gonna be a sophomore. 现在混迹于07新生群中。 跟去年一样，学弟学妹们在争先恐后的问一些很弱智的问题，大学在他们眼里还是很新鲜的一个事物。 -宿舍什么样？都有什么社团？分级考试考什么？有什么运动项目可以参加？吃饭..睡觉..无所不包。 I was like that before. 新生们个个斗志昂扬，要大干一番事业。 I was like that before. 只是真正坚持下来的又有几人呢？I wanted to tell them a lot, to share my own views. But, is it necessary? Maybe I should let them explore on their own. 大一，不是那几本课本，那几次成功或不成功的活动，那几次重要或不重要的考试。而是对自己人生，对自己未来的一种摸索规划的过程。After going through the first year, I have grown a lot. This year, I experienced the excitement of freshman year, the confusion that followed, setbacks in relationships, struggles to adapt to university life, and poor exam results. One setback after another, I kept adjusting myself, smiling to face the next day. What I feared most was quiet reflection, because the future was uncertain, and the so-called “past” wasn’t beautiful either.

我曾梦想成为一名化学家，在脑海中构建一个个复杂的有机方程式 但来到大学，他们告诉我，工科不学化学。 我曾梦想成为一名生物学家，在研究室里面，探究生命的秘密 但来到大学，他们告诉我，工科不学生物。 于是我只好放弃化学和生物—我最拿手的科目

朋友问我：“你是不是感到迷茫啊？”，对，一切都要“白手起家”，于是便缺乏自信，所以感到迷茫。 But I still made it through, step by step, although not as well as I had imagined. I found my goal and can say I successfully “transformed”. Of course, maybe my current goal will seem naive in the future. But it has given me direction. 而且，自己也在不断的努力中通过成绩，通过学习，一点点建立起对这门学科的自信。

下一年将是积累的一年。没有了迷茫，前进的会更快。

四年下来，我会变成什么样的“我”？